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Post by bastan on Apr 3, 2012 10:38:03 GMT
He sleeps.
I watch.
his beautiful form
peacefully there.
I smile
in amazement.
he doesn't know
but he is mine.
heart body
and soul.
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Post by bastan on Apr 3, 2012 22:26:58 GMT
How can something so beautiful feel so tarnished? I shouldn't have to keep it to myself in fear of seclusion. I should be able to shout it from the rooftops so that everyone can hear!
Of course I know the feelings are not returned. I don't even know if he is the same as me. All I know is I feel this way. I cannot live without you. With you I am strong yet you are my only weakness, with you I am weak yet you give me strength. Where is the sense in that?
There is no logic, nothing makes sense anymore. It's just a tangle of feelings, a web of hidden secrets and lies and I am lost. More lost than I have ever felt. Sometimes I love you, sometimes I HATE you for making me this weak. No forgive me, please I could never hate you. Even if you stuck a literate sword through my ribcage and pulled out my still beating heart. It would be for you, always for you. I am yours and you are mine. I think I need help!!
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