Post by lilyevans on Apr 23, 2012 7:03:54 GMT
Five years ago, things were simple. She was an ordinary muggle, unaware of the danger that lurked outside of the walls at home. Meeting Severus had changed it all. He had opened her up to so many wonderful things. She had trusted him, even if others around her had been weary of doing so. Petunia was a fine example of that as she had called Severus a freak before giving him a chance. She was not the only one.
Potter and his mates had been the prime example of it. Betrayal seemed to be happening all around her. She just couldn’t take it anymore. After the complicated encounter with James yesterday evening she needeed all the guidance she could get. She hadn’t told Severus about it because she feared that Severus would want to hex the prankster.
Not that he didn’t deserve to be hexed because he did, but if anyone was going to hex him it was going to be her. Yet even when she had the oppertunity to do so she had not taken it. She wished things were as simple as they once were but would never be again. Her time at Hogwarts overall had been a magical experiance, something she would never forget. There were some things that were better left unsaid.
The fifteen year old had alot going on these days. Her sister was avoiding her and although things were looking up with her and her best friend Severus, some things had in fact been a little crazier than usual. James had done some of the most sordid things in his past, but having done what he had done that day outside of the Charms classroom. When James had kissed her. That moment alone had frozen in her mind as much as she had hated to even allow herself to think of it. She knew more than anything now that James was never going to leave her alone. She looked at the door to Room of Requirements. As she was keeping an eye out.
She had been there less than an hour but wished for Severus to walk through the door right now, to spare her from being alone and having the thoughts she was having. He’d keep her from thinking of him. She needed Severus to come in and distract her. If that was even possible.
Yesterday was on her mind, during the time she had talked to Potter and she knew that Severus would have a field day if he found out she was alone with him, let alone what James had done to her.
"Come on Severus, where are you?" She thought and focused on that thought alone. Knowing how much she needed her best friend right now, and hoped that he'd know where to find her. She only came to the Room of Requirement when she had no other choice. She was petrified as to how Severus would react if he knew what she knew.
Potter and his mates had been the prime example of it. Betrayal seemed to be happening all around her. She just couldn’t take it anymore. After the complicated encounter with James yesterday evening she needeed all the guidance she could get. She hadn’t told Severus about it because she feared that Severus would want to hex the prankster.
Not that he didn’t deserve to be hexed because he did, but if anyone was going to hex him it was going to be her. Yet even when she had the oppertunity to do so she had not taken it. She wished things were as simple as they once were but would never be again. Her time at Hogwarts overall had been a magical experiance, something she would never forget. There were some things that were better left unsaid.
The fifteen year old had alot going on these days. Her sister was avoiding her and although things were looking up with her and her best friend Severus, some things had in fact been a little crazier than usual. James had done some of the most sordid things in his past, but having done what he had done that day outside of the Charms classroom. When James had kissed her. That moment alone had frozen in her mind as much as she had hated to even allow herself to think of it. She knew more than anything now that James was never going to leave her alone. She looked at the door to Room of Requirements. As she was keeping an eye out.
She had been there less than an hour but wished for Severus to walk through the door right now, to spare her from being alone and having the thoughts she was having. He’d keep her from thinking of him. She needed Severus to come in and distract her. If that was even possible.
Yesterday was on her mind, during the time she had talked to Potter and she knew that Severus would have a field day if he found out she was alone with him, let alone what James had done to her.
"Come on Severus, where are you?" She thought and focused on that thought alone. Knowing how much she needed her best friend right now, and hoped that he'd know where to find her. She only came to the Room of Requirement when she had no other choice. She was petrified as to how Severus would react if he knew what she knew.